Ive already experienced how to love and to be loved. But when i realized that it wont work out, i felt like "Damn! I'm Misunderstood. " - milking all the drama i could out of life. It felt very much like a fairytale. Now i cant believe i actually fooled myself into swallowing the tale i had spun in my own mind. the problem was, ME. ( I admit.)
Besides, i was hoping that things were going to get better one day, but i also LOVED THE THRILL. :) But i woke up one day and realized that it was REAL. And that i wasn't happy. What nagged at my brain was why i let it go on for so long? Then it hit me! (ouch!) It was because I didn't love my self enough, i didn't believe I deserved to be happy. Yes! I was a drama queen! but the bottom line was - i let the hurt drag on because i didn't consider fighting for my self.
And now, it made me realized that to truly fall in love and be happy is, I HAVE TO LOVE ME FIRST. Only then i can get my fairytale ending with less drama and tears.
Besides, i was hoping that things were going to get better one day, but i also LOVED THE THRILL. :) But i woke up one day and realized that it was REAL. And that i wasn't happy. What nagged at my brain was why i let it go on for so long? Then it hit me! (ouch!) It was because I didn't love my self enough, i didn't believe I deserved to be happy. Yes! I was a drama queen! but the bottom line was - i let the hurt drag on because i didn't consider fighting for my self.
And now, it made me realized that to truly fall in love and be happy is, I HAVE TO LOVE ME FIRST. Only then i can get my fairytale ending with less drama and tears.
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sweetiee - abasa ko na tong blog mo! shet ang lalim haha but then its sooo sweet:D. haha huy online na ako. kaw bgla ka nag off, antagal kasi mag connect sweetie ehhh sorry. kaya mag ol ka na dnn. please! ingat. uhhm nice tlga tong blog astgg! :D TEAWHYY!
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